Thursday, January 21, 2010

*pop*

I feel like exploding..
Those feeling from inside gonna burst out..
And I wonder how many will suffer for it..
Arghh~
Feel like shouting out loud..
I am gonna explode from within...

Saturday, January 16, 2010

Lost of excitement

Where has it gone?
The excitement that she used to have?
She does not find it funny anymore
There is no smile
There is no sound of laughing
But a deep and long silentness

There is just much in her mind
Which she is not able to speak out
and not able to truly write it out
All is flashing through her mind all the time
A restless mind she has
It is such a torture

Surrounding sounds are disturbing to her
She only long to have a silent night
A quiet morning
Where everyone else is sleeping
Where the world seems so peaceful
Which bring peace to her mind
That is what she longs for
That is what she needed most
Out of the "busi-ness" of the world
Out of those harsh reality of the world
Just getting out of it all

She is getting lost
Does not know how to get back to her feet
Does not know how to start it all over again
Does not know which path to go
Totally lost~