Thursday, April 9, 2009

Full or empty?

Am I full or am I empty?


It seems to be many things in me, but at the same time it seem to be nothing. Either I am too tired with too much things that were happening around me, that I have chosen to neglect all and keep everything deep down in my heart.



I am feeling helpless and loneliness started to surround me. I wanted to get out from this situation. God, please come and fill me. I just needed you. Only you able to fill me and satisfy me. People will fail me, but you will never do so to me.



I have read a statement that sounds like this:


"My heart is too big for this world. Only God can fill this heart."

The statement is instead true. Only God able to satisfy us. No matter how close we are with someone, there are times where they will not able to fulfill us our needs, or they may not understand fully what we are going through. But God is different. He is able to understand all that we are going through and He is just there, right beside us to comfort us and to show us His love. He will be able to help us through everything.



Lord, come and heal my heart. I want to seek you all of my days. Only You I want to look upon to. Give me the faith, hope and love.


Somehow, I feel like giving up. Feel like letting go everything. I am truly tired and broken.