Lost of excitement

Where has it gone?

The excitement that she used to have?

She does not find it funny anymore

There is no smile

There is no sound of laughing

But a deep and long silentness

There is just much in her mind

Which she is not able to speak out

and not able to truly write it out

All is flashing through her mind all the time

A restless mind she has

It is such a torture

Surrounding sounds are disturbing to her

She only long to have a silent night

A quiet morning

Where everyone else is sleeping

Where the world seems so peaceful

Which bring peace to her mind

That is what she longs for

That is what she needed most

Out of the "busi-ness" of the world

Out of those harsh reality of the world

Just getting out of it all

She is getting lost

Does not know how to get back to her feet

Does not know how to start it all over again

Does not know which path to go

Totally lost~