A Question

Someone asked me a question.

A question that start with "if"

A question that I would not want to answer

A question that makes my heart sorrow

I answered, "I have never thought of it"

I can't recall whether I have thought of it or not

But I know what will my answer be

Though, I do not wish to answer that question

Will it truly take place?

How will it be?

My mind is filled with all these questions.

When I was young,

I used to ask myself this type of question

"If ..."

And I always never wanted that to happen

Because I know, 

I truly know

deep inside my heart

that I can't accept it

that I'm not ready for it

In another word,

I am running away from facing it

But that is part of our life

People come, people go

There are "hi"s and there are "bye"s

And I hated to say "bye"

I do not wish to lost anything

I hope I can grab it all

Those that I love, to be with me always

Lord, fill me

satisfy me

That I will be filled in Your presence

That I will be secured in Your presence

I need more, more of You

Come, O Lord.