I was making myself a cup of coffee,
but my heart is not at peace.
There is just something that bothering me,
but I am wordless,
do not know what to say.
I started to speak in tongue,
and eventually,
something come to my mind,
and I just talked to God,
"Lord, they are your sheep,
they are not mine."
Very quickly, God responded to me,
"I will take care of them."
He comforted me,
when I needed Him most.
In His special way,
He again assured me that He is right there.
Again, I surrender to God,
to let Him lead,
to let Him guide,
to let Him control.
Lord, I fully surrender all to you again.
I wanted to protect them,
but that is not the way God wants it to be.
Lord, may Your will be done,
may Your kingdom come.
I have the same feeling like yours. But have learn to surrender to God in my serving in a lot of areas because this is my Father's business.
ReplyDeleteeh...ur blog outlook very different from mine. nice touch ya...
ReplyDeleteehmmmm...for my case, i am rather evasive to be responsible of others' destinies. i keep it light.
this is an area for me to grow.
i am more motivated in the sense of creating an environment around me: where people can freely express and grow their potentials.comfortable feeling...
however, i know it is not easy on ur part. just do what u can, ok, my dear....
sl: ya, it is true that we have to surrender, fully surrender. Let us continue hold hands and work together, till we see Him face to face. =)
ReplyDeleteangie: thanks. It is just not as easy as it is written. But I will continue to trust Him, to see the fulfilling of His promises in Romans 8:28. =)